rainbowchick214

"Hey (your name)!" shouted someone behind you. The voice was nearby, and as you turned, you recognized your friend (best friend's name). You smiled as you replied to her call. "Hey! What are you doing here?" As she stopped in front of you, panting, she wiped off a bit of sweat from her forehead despite the cold temperature. "We were just playing hockey, then we saw you walk by and we were wondering if you wanted to join!" her cheeks bright red from the cold. "Umm...not today (friend's name). Not really in the mood, sorry. Maybe tomorrow?" you slightly grinned, trying to hide your awkwardness. "Oh...no it's fine.Okay then, see ya tomorrow

What is it like.. to be forced to be with someone you don't love? I know what it's like, because I'm suffering from it myself. Yet there is nothing I can do about it.. at least, I don't see the way out. When I first met him I was alone, outside in the cold snow. I was just thrown out of my apartment since I was unable to pay the rent in a long time. I wasn't able to rely on friends or family, since they lived too far away. I knew it was rather risky to move all the way into Russia, but I was hoping to be able to start my own business here at some point. I was afraid, and didn't know what to do at this point since I didn't count on it. And t